Plan to patch-up with husband?

I am very upset with my life. I have 4 years baby and I am stying with my mom. one year back, myhusband was involed physically with some other lady and very rude to me. he also said that he will not take any responsibily of kid also and left me. I am facing lot of problem money wise also my daughter always say when her father will come. I palnned to patch up with him near 1 month back..and things not worked right and again he used lot of abusive language against me.Still I want to go back to him beacuse of my kid future....I m tense, wht to do? Cause alone, I am not bale to take care of my daughter.I am having noone with me, my sister is settled abroad, my father is ped away, and I am only satying with my old mother sho is already cross 60. Kindly suggest..pLzzzz