Do you believe in “testing” love?

This is a hard thing to deal with. I'm not going to say that what you did was right but I'd never bash on you either. We all have our moments of weakness. When we put ourselves into situations that are causing temptation we are asking for trouble. If you guys had worked it out before and everything went back I think you can work it out again. Do not hide it from him, wait till you should tell him though. but if you wait and he finds out (which at some point he will if you are meant to last) the longer that you wait the more hurt and distrust will be caused. my bf is in the airforce and lives states away now. When we first connected I told him that I had cheated before, a simple stupid kiss that was a lack of self disipline. and its made our trust grow so much more. and ive seperated myself from all situations that could cause complications because I know that he is truely worth it. if you were thinking about him the whole time you obviously care about him. I think you know what you have to do. It will hurt him at first but if you correct it and fix it then it will p. Good luck hope that helps some